Holiday Blues??

I don't know what is wrong with me but I am in a rut...a funk...and I can't seem to climb out. I can't seem to get the motivation to do anything I usually do. I keep trying to bring myself back to the middle where I know what works but I can't. I think it's because I need challenge, change, and order in the same sentence. Beat that LOL. What ever am I going to do? I feel suffocated. Now that the stress of school is over for a few weeks I thought I would feel some relief...but I only feel lazy and unaccomplished. I keep telling myself that I need the downtime, don't worry about the house, don't worry about all the things you could be doing. I wanted to take this time to scrapbook, cook, deep clean, write, and catch up on lost time with my family. But I can barely get out of bed. I've come down with a cold that has hung on for over a week. I have no ambition. This is not like me. I feel like a bear in the winter. I know that I was desperate for a break but I didn't know my body and mind would nearly shut down...Now the relief I crave is my busy life. How ironic. Geez get it together mama.